To the end.
I want to forget you.

don’t know why I can’t get you out of my head. It’s been so long since we last saw each other. I don’t want to think about it. But I love you so much. Still… And I miss your touch. The way you would fuck me. The way we could sit and bed and talk all day. I miss you.

I still love you.

The thought if you keeps me up at night.

in the old days

Funny.

How tired I was of you.

You were such a good lover though. I could never deny you that.

Now you change.

Now you do with her what I always wanted to do with you.

Now I’m stuck feeling as though I should go back.

Ugh. I just want to feel you love love me.

Getting some more ink work

Finally!! It’s been six months!! Daniel is paying for it! <3 I don’t know whether to start my sugar skulls or add to my raven… Hmmm.

Its like living my worst nightmare

I go to post something on Dan’s phone, and he’s got a new message from some bitch. They’ve been talking about fucking each other. When I confronted him, he freaking lied to me. “that’s not what we were talking about” umm, what the fuck! I read it! And then he goes on to tell me that he told her off… Get on there this morning he deleted the conversation and she’s going on like nothing happened. That means he lied again. He told me I’m just paranoid cause my dad. Well maybe I am, but you’re just as good at lying as he was.

I LOVE my job!

I LOVE my job!

I hate how early Dan leaves for work. Im in the bed all by myself. Well Chico cuddles up with me, but still. I miss having a big warm man to curl up to.